Thursday, November 26, 2020

Where were you?

 After 12 years- I sit down to write my memories of that Wednesday evening (maybe-- if you are interested read my entry on 2008/Nov 28)- when we started hearing about the attacks first. The scale was unfathomable and it took time to sink in. i think By Friday morning the enormity of the situation somehow sunk in. 26.11.2008 will hence remain etched in my mind forever.Somehow i remember the weekend more vividly- 28th & 29th- that Friday and Saturday- Kamath and Willis conducted DDI training for us. That year was very significant...it was nearly 1 year I was in role of TI product manager. Lot of hardwork, very busy days. Doing so many things. Which i felt important But was not sure of future at all. There was excitement, there was changes and there was anticipation. Was aware of added responsibility that future will bring. Then there was this calamity brought upon by enemies of our country hitting hard.

I remember that day- when I took Amrita for her checkup. 28th- I was thinking... I am bringing a new life to the world and the world looks so dark, so sad. And today the 11 year old guy- gave me 20 minutes lecture on why peace & love is always stronger than anything else. Times change but fundamentals donot change--- just need to keep faith.

Another incident is very clear in my subconscious mind- 9th September,2001. It was in a dingy internet cafe (those internet cafe- 35/rs per hr for internet of 240mbps... just for records) near Majestic bus station. I first saw the news....The daily reports became very brief that day. I think Mehta sir did not mind. next few weeks nobody worried whether i met my targets or not...It was that significant a day and event.

In this special year of 2020, when everything looks so bad, so hopeless. I donot fail to tell myself- if Good could triumph over that bad .. things will look up again. We just need to keep the head down and continue doing hard work.

Saturday, August 22, 2020

Some thoughts in form of interview

 Interview// advertorial- as in EFY/ electronics b2b & iotforprofit mag.

Avnet is generally known as a leading distributor of electronics components. But of late, we have been noticing its projection as a complete solutions provider. To understand the strategy better, Rahul Chopra spoke to Sambit Sengupta, who heads the Solutions Sales team for the entire Asia! Here’s what we discovered…

Q. Is there any difference between Avnet in India and its global counterparts? 

A. We are a global company with a global approach to solving customers’ problems. At the same time, we are local as well when it comes to interacting with customers, understanding their local challenges, and developing trusting relationships locally.

Q. Till what level is Avnet providing a solution? At some stage won’t you end up competing with your customers itself who are also providing those access-level solutions? Or is Avnet now providing end-level customer solutions and products?

A. We are very partner-centric. We believe that the entire solution game cannot be played by a single company. We (Avnet) are like providers of Lego bricks to our customers and have all the templates on how customers can assemble those Lego bricks. At times, we can also help in assembling some portions of it. But, it is never our intention to compete with our customers and partners. 

When it comes to digital transformation (aka IoT), our solutions range from edge devices to cloud to dashboard integrated with AI consultancy and services. Those are our Lego bricks. It’s not only semiconductor but sourcing the semiconductors and taking data from the sensors. Many customers ask us to provide a gateway. So we make our gateways and give options for more suppliers and implement it into a platform. 

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We also provide a complete PaaS such as IoTConnect and SaaS platforms for data integration and analytics. These are built on Microsoft Azure. These platforms have all the basic ingredients for different use cases. Our customers or partners can simply customise them for their specific needs. 

Q. Large customers typically like to have a solution provider implement the solution. So, then the system integrator becomes your customer and the end customer becomes their customer? Or do you bring in your partners who will deploy the final solution?

A. It’s a mix of both. We like to work with system integrators and a lot of our go-to-market strategy is with system integrators. Very large customers and OEMs either work with SIs or with ISVs. We are happy in providing solutions to the SIs. They add their competence to it. 

Let’s say I am giving them an AI-based SaaS solution. Then they can modify it according to their end-customer’s requirement. Sometimes we collaborate with such partners and reach the same end-customer. It is very transparent to the end-customer as to who is doing what.

Q. Does it also mean that there could be a case where the customer and Avnet are working together such that Avnet is working as the system integrator for that customer and deploys the whole solution with the customer’s IT or technical team?

A. Not exactly. We are not in the SI space, at least not in India or Asia. Globally we do have a company owned by Avnet known as Avnet Integrated. Through them, we are capable of providing system integration services. But we leave it to the customer whether they want that service or not. Most customers in India have their own fixed SIs or fixed ISVs and we are happy to support that.

Q. So how do you avoid a conflict of interest between Avnet and other organisations that provide complete solutions like fleet management or asset tracking? 

A. There’s no conflict. They are our customers. Many of them (like the example named) continue to purchase their GSM modules, MCUs and complete semiconductor stack from us. If they want to take this complete device to the SaaS solution for a wider market, then they can take help from Avnet. So we become their partner to collate this and make it a part of a bigger solution. 

Q. Is there a formal procedure for like-minded organisations to partner with Avnet?

 A. Yes, there is one now. It was launched at CES in January this year! It’s called the IoT Partner Connect Program and is applicable globally. You will see the upcoming launch of our marketplace also. 

Whether our partners are device manufacturers, SIs, solution providers or ODMs, they are all given access to something we call as Play Zone. So we invite them to our partner program where they can host their device or their solution on our partner connect program. They get to make their POC in our Play Zone, which is a sandbox kind of environment using our platform. And then Avnet works with the global end customer to promote their solution. So it’s a very partner-centric approach that we have taken in the connected world or the IoT sector. 

Q. How are you viewing the growth of IoT?

A. The number of connected points has gone up tremendously. It is hard to say whether it meets what was predicted five years ago. It is not known as per data whether it is ten billion devices or twenty billion devices. But what is known is that there has been a huge percentage increase in the number of connected devices. 

It is true that many of these remain at the POC stage and don’t move forward to the production level. However, it depends upon the end customers. If customers have a real problem, let’s say a pharmaceutical company wants to see how frequently their machines are getting knocked off or are getting under trouble, then they can deploy IoT solutions that provide predictive maintenance. 

IoT is not only about getting revenue from the technology but is more to do with solving real business problems of a customer. If any solution solves a problem, then customers will go for that solution and invest in it.

Q. Many opine that deployments are not matching the hype around IoT. What’s your take on this subject?

A. For anything new, it’s human nature that there would be resistance and reluctance to change. As IoT offers a solution to the problem that we face, I am positive that IoT is here to stay. People facing problems regarding monitoring of their assets can benefit from track and trace solution. A few years back, we were not sure if people would go for rental bikes, but now many start-ups have come up and changed our perspective. And they used IoT devices to solve the challenge. So if there’s a problem that IoT can solve, customers will readily adopt. 

Q. With this whole COVID-19 situation happening, how have you as the head of the solutions team, seen discussions change with your clients? Which ones have reduced and which ones are happening more? 

A. Pre-COVID, we had a very vertical-oriented focus. Avnet was doing well in the industrial and automotive segments. These customers have been our partners for the last 5 years. Now, some of these end-customers are not doing that well and are not able to sustain their business. So we are supporting them in various ways.

For example, consider a customer who is good in production and has a business line where he has multiple plants. Today, he is more worried about restarting those plants. Therefore, his focus has shifted from buying components from Avnet to asking Avnet to help secure his people when they come in every day. That help can be in the form of contact tracing solutions to face-recognition attendance systems (instead of fingerprint-based attendance systems). So it’s becoming more solution-centric rather than just transactional sales where we act as a distributor.

Q. With all the contactless technology and a focus more on security and safety, are there any specific kind of applications that you are seeing having more demands and solutioning?

A. We call it as medical technology or remote-monitoring solutions. For example, a customer comes back saying that Avnet has a smart healthcare solution as a SaaS platform. He asks us to take all the data from different monitors placed in the ICU, set up an IoT box (gateway) and enable the doctors to have data in their hands remotely. This is an example of an end-to-end solution. 

These kinds of solutions are becoming very popular worldwide. So, we are working with some independent design houses or ODMs, locally as well as outside India who are giving the device. We are then importing those devices to our gateway as well as directly using a simple mobile, which goes on our platform to give them a dashboard of real analytics. 

Q. So, the pandemic is driving demand for new kind of solutions?

A. Yes, we are seeing pharmacy-based solutions where there is a demand for live inventory status as fewer people are managing those pharmacies. You want inventory on-the-go and just-in-time inventory control at critical care centres. 

The demand for connected bands for track and trace applications has gone up. There was a lot of demand for thermal cameras that connected to the cloud. Avnet with sister company element14 brought these cameras and platform solutions to many of our customers.

Q. You mentioned the IoT analytics suite, a PaaS as well as a SaaS server on Azure. What all different components/Lego bricks are there in your portfolio?

A. On the device side, all the sensor manufacturers are our partners. Some customers are capable enough to take this off-the-shelf from us and make their super-sensor. Or sometimes they look forward to us to build the super-sensor (complete sensor module). For example, it’s an AI-on-Edge kind of device where we will be putting multiple sensors on a single board – thermal, temperature, humidity, accelero, gyro and different types of sensors. And then we provide connectivity. It can be through a BLE module and then we give it to the gateway where the sensor nodes talk with the gateway. So, these are the two aspects when we move from the device to the gateway. 

Now moving on to the platform, Avnet felt that there was a gap between the IoT suites provided by the cloud-biggies such as Azure, AWS, Alibaba or Google and the kind of analytical dashboards needed by customers. So we brought in ready to plug-and-play analytical platforms such as SaaS tools. These SaaS functions are in our platform. 

Suppose someone wants smart facility management in a hospital or a factory. The CEO or the CXO or the chief digital officer wants to monitor how the employees are coming in and what’s their temperature parameter. So, right from the sensor to the smart facility management – all are a part of the SaaS solution. This SaaS solution-set is never-ending. It is based on the customer. 

For example, track-and-trace is a big application that we see, for logistics companies. Traditionally, logistics companies were not our customers but now they are because they want to improve the management of their drivers and fleet. They want to get all types of analytics such as how much time they have spent in a large factory and how their health parameter is – all in a nice analytic way of seeing it in a dashboard. 

Q. What’s the pricing model for your SaaS solutions?

A. We have both pay per license and pay per use. But the majority of our customers like to opt for pay per use. 

Q. Do you provide the entire solution on a SaaS model i.e. the customer pays a monthly rent/fee for the entire solution (opex) and never invests in the assets (capex)?

A. We are flexible in the pricing model for our customers, as we are keen to solve business problems. However, most customers prefer the opex model where they just pay a monthly subscription fee.

Q. Given that you have your gateways and also sell gateways of many brands, how do you handle the challenge of providing unbiased advice to customers?

A. It’s very specification oriented. There are various gateway manufacturers right now for different use-cases. So we go by end-use. 

Q. Is the team developing the SaaS platform also working out of India and part of your team?

A. Avnet acquired a company two years back called Softweb Solutions. It’s headquartered in the US and has engineers in the US and Ahmedabad. They are mostly staffed with data scientists, AI scientists and people who have worked extensively on the Azure platform for the past 13-15 years. This is the capability that was acquired by Avnet, which is global and for every solution team across the world.

Q. A lot of discussions have happened around the edge where it has been said that AI and ML can no longer be sustained on the cloud and have to come to the edge. Since you mentioned about AI on edge boards that you have, how do you see that trend evolving?

A. Many things will remain on the cloud or move from on-premise to the cloud. But in use cases where decisions need to be made then and there, AI will move to the edge. This is a valuable trend that is prevalent everywhere. For example, in the case of predictive maintenance, there is no point in putting decisions or algorithms in the cloud. 

Let’s say in a cloth mill, people want to know when and where the roller pin breaks down so that they can do maintenance. Or for that matter, imagine a customer who has multiple motors running at a time. In the pre-COVID era, that person used to employ four workers who checked the functioning of the motor. And if it worked erratically, then changed it based on experience. 

Now that same experience can be learnt and translated into motion sensing with sensors. And these will be smart edge devices. Avnet has such devices called SmartEdge Agile devices that are being brought to the market. We are also customising it for our end customers. 

Q. Is it like different devices created for different use cases or is there only a single device to which you insert different modules as per the application?

A. As of now, it’s a single board but we will be coming out with a different variety of this device in the future based on the feedback we receive from our customers.

Q. How has the response been for them in India?

A. It’s been good. We are seeing partners and customers who have already started using it in proof of concept rollouts.

Q. With respect to India, which are the areas where you expect demand to continue to grow despite the pandemic?

A. What we feel is that track and trace will remain. The logistics team will still require insight into end-to-end tracking and assets whether people are put up in-home or go back to the office. Asset monitoring in both industrial IoT and as well as in track and trace will be important. 

Remote monitoring will see more people asking for the solution on remote monitoring, remote inventory management and facilities because when people start moving back to their offices, then they may need to monitor the facilities remotely. It will not be a person who will be moving around and checking everything. It will be much more contactless.

Q. Would it be correct to assume that the geography under you—the whole of Asia—could emerge as the leader across all geographies given the faster pace of digital transformation in this region?


Monday, August 17, 2020

B.C & the new normal- a short record

 March was the last time- I could go out for customer visit. Never thought that we will see a day when the world just stops . ok- the activities still went on but lot changed. some for better, some for worse. Before the great Pandemic- the covid19 hit-it was a normal sales person's life. Every quarter full of excitement- numbers to close. that portion still remains, but the associated crazy travel is all stopped. It used to be 5AM get up. sometimes earlier-- if I have to take an early morning flight. If outside India- then it will be 'red' eye flights.But if you love travelling, you will always love historically 2nd oldest profession.If in 'station'- it was not devoid of travel- it will be zooming across the beautiful city of Bengaluru in car (if you can call average speed of 20 km/hr-- zooming.. so to say!!)- visiting customers, talking and talking. The talking part has not gone away. Then the routine of Birsa and Amrita- fully integrated with mine. They also will get up early- get prep and go for school by 7am. The normal routine, the same rigmarole.

What changed...Massive changes in outlook. Learning to count blessing- when you hear footsteps of death at every corner. The silent wailing of tired feet of countless migrants--- you do feel lucky. Then when you realize that the whole world is in great spin- then you stop taking yourself more seriously than required. So the new normal is being more emphatic, more tolerant and more helping towards- your fellow beings.

The new normal is still getting out of bed by 5 am... first hour getting myself oriented for the day, sometimes the calls will start early to accommodate ANZ & Japan region. The colleagues will gush- how early it may be in India. Some days these calls will go on till 11am. with in between- break to do some household chores. bringing milk, making tea for all. They can get up after 1 hour than me- but I am blessed to have equally regimented son- who loves to stick to his routine of Karate, making bed, then getting ready . He starts the day with AOPS maths, the khan academy and Piano. He sneaks in some amount of TV by the time his class starts. From 8- Amrita's calsses starts. and Birsa's by 1130. Then the fun starts. my calls comes down. whichever is there- it faces the internet bandwidth issue. sometimes it is funny situation. Bedroom taken over by Biology teacher and cells , molecules and Genetic studies goes down the throat of mesmerized students. The dining room is full of chattering pre-teen kids speaking all at same time online. the sales guy is relegated to non network area and based on mobile network and lots of hello, hellos in booming 200 Db voice the transactions are done. Hopefully both the customer and sales person -- shouting at each other over their laptops are not taken as signs of mental breakdowns. Neighbors do see such signs and i can distinctly hear their silent tsk-tsk.

In between somehow the teacher finishes the cooking and me the clean up of house.  The quick lunch for both of them. sometimes i have to take it after far East countries close the issues. Silent time for me is- 4 to 6 pm. when i can catch on normal admin stuff. Mid of the week- 730pm to 930pm- we will have corporate head qtrs calls. This is fairly new stuff for me- since last October after my new Asia leader role. Speaking times will be typical 15 minutes, but prior preparation will be more than 2 hours everytime. There is no complaints but just wonder what could have been so different. This was the year- I was expecting so much movement and whole world just stopped. All action moved online... that was a bummer. But again- would I have been able to teach so much to my son or spend so much time with him?Yes missing parents, missing meeting friends, missing some awesome time together possibilities. But maybe- it is new Normal. There will be change again. Better times ahead-- when we will move away from microsoft teams and more physical meet ups. more intimate times. But till then let this be recorded.

Friday, August 14, 2020

Never think you are alone

 তুমি যাকে ভালোবাসো

স্নানের ঘরে বাষ্পে ভাসো
তার জীবনে ঝড়
তুমি যাকে ভালোবাসো
স্নানের ঘরে বাষ্পে ভাসো
তার জীবনে ঝড়
তোমার কথার শব্দ দূষণ
তোমার গলার স্বর
আমার দরজায় খিল দিয়েছি
আমার দারুণ জ্বর
তুমি অন্য কারোর সঙ্গে বেঁধো ঘর
Amrita was singing this song in her sweet voice and the tune caught me offguard. This song became famous in 2016 from the movie- Praktun (Former). Story line of lost love and yearning.
But then the tunes have this habit of repeating themselves.
in your mind. Then it forced me to think on in a nostalgic manner. Wasn't there a time-I used to think everything lost. everything dark and everything so sad?Then the struggling years and repeated failures- which eventually became badge. The badges that you proudly display because you find that experience enriching and responsible for pushing you forward. There is ofcourse so much to do and look forward to. even when the world seems to have gone into tailspin of Pandemic and whatever we took for granted- seems so distant. Will that particular awesome day ever come back?
So, when i saw her singing and doing a dance.. the yearning came back.
Then i looked up this song in Youtube. One comment was- We all feel we are the only ones who have faced lonliness, loss and frustrating yearning forever. then you listen to such sweet songs and know you are not alone.
long live love.

Sunday, June 21, 2020

Short notes on lockdown 1.0 to 4.0 and unlockdown 1.0

I never thought ever that we will have to record such days ever. Unimaginable.
When it was January and I went to HK and Singapore-- there was this talk of SARS like virus. I remeber being in one HK restaurant and people gearing up for Chinese new year but short discussions and nervous laugh on a new virus. The most worrying stuff was the China president was taking it seriously and talking about it.So general consensus was this is going to be serious. But everything ok in Jan in India.Februaray- mid--the infection was starting to spread- and some limited steps taken in India.March 3rd- I even took a flight to viayawada for a customer visit. after returning the scare was real. The first case near home was reported.
Then the lockdown of 21 days was announced. before that ofcourse me and Birsa participated in banging the thalis...
So many firsts--- Railways got closed, flights got closed. Our office which was operating at 50% ( 1 week from home next week from office- split in 2 teams)- went full fledged WFH ( work from home).We geared up.. Amrita's ICSE exam duty took a break...Birsa's final exams-- postponed and eventually he got promoted without exam.
We took so many actions....All three of us started a full fledged disciplined routine. Birsa's routine was full of maths from beast academy,karate, piano, doing the work of school.I personally quickly adapted to new type of doing business. Directing the Asia wide team from home.It became more taxing.. more intense. and maybe more studies.Every plan moved from being planned face to face to virtual. Teams meetings, Zooms meetings... not only me but Amrita became completely expert at.

Amritas classes started and then Birsas.. the problem was net bandwidth and we took measures to have multiple connections.
My office started operation again as 50% rule from June 1st--and all sacry way of operations started.

Yes the battle continues.. the infections are all rising and we are adopting all kind of measures.

But in midst of all- I found... we are stronger and closer. specially Birsa and myself discovered so many new things in computer coding, mathematics , history.
In short-- these days became a learning journey,, enriched life.

Wednesday, March 11, 2020

Bring up Baba by Birsa-5

This was funny to the core.
I am always curious to know what Birsa thinks.... sometimes the curiosity gets the better of me.
Baba:- So, today what are you feeling like ? what to achieve?
Birsa:- many things.. and i am not sure.
Baba- As we were thinking yesterday, what you want to do when you grow up?
Birsa:- Not sure. There is so much time.. and I want to do what i will like that time
Baba:- Great, but what you desire to be? If you study well and all resources at your disposal what will you like to do?
Birsa:- I will like to do something good... I will like to make a Car.
(pause.. long one.). one eco car.. may be electric.. but i read that disposing of batteries are bad.. so i will find out how to make a car which will be very very fast and eco friendly. I will design and make that.
Baba:- wow-- all by yourself?
Birsa:- Design and concept will be mine.I will like to take team help. i have a brand name ready.. it is varya... ( after lot of head scratching i found it is vajra.... same as mirage is known in iaf)

Baba- so what are your plans?
Birsa- i will either be part of a big brand or big team or I will make my own. Big brand Vajra cars. super fast.
Baba- ok, so by 2035-- can i get one vajra for myself.
Birsa-- complete silence.....

long pause... NO.

Baba- why? you won't gift me one after making.
Birsa--- no, you have to buy.. I will give discount. heavy discount. But you got to buy. otherwise you will not drive it properly.and not take care.

Tuesday, January 14, 2020

Travails of Travel- a salesman's hack

Salespeople come in different shape and size. Most of us- have humble origins and even though we charge forward and climb the different hierarchy- we remain at heart simple people with simple needs. There will be the flashy ones--- ahh the glamour oozes from them.
But today I will talk about the ones who are their in field and who bring the bacon home for their companies. at different stage of their career they will be the one- whom you may call as miser but they will actually be against any wasteful expenditure. Most salespeople I know, admire and respect have this trait- get things done , cut the unnecessary things out.
And they enjoy while doing it.
Some Sales people that I have come to admire for sheer power of closing and doing the heavy lifting without a sign of tremor- does it with right heart.
Personal comfort comes always last for us. for the outside world- the frequent flights, snazzy sounding hotels and 5star treatments- seems like perks. But for us- it is just reaching there on time with a clean shirt on our back and a uncreased pant with a shining shoe matters the most. Clinching the deal is important- the good food with client-- we donot focus. The negotiation outcome is important, the value we sold was what i remember after every deal- not the commission i made. Finally the star sellers-really require the good bed to sleep. So that next day- he can start fresh- a new day to win.A good and great sales person differentiates by being consistently humble and getting things done. The rest all traps- exotic locales for sales conference, flying miles, hotel points-- are just- peripherals.
A red eye flight, then pulling self to meet custoemrs- 2 at a time, then having awalk to keep self fit-- all in days work. on the way- study people, see the world- and appreciate how beautiful it is and what i did today to make it better tomorrow. That's all matters to the sales man.

Monday, January 13, 2020

Daringly towards 2020

This post is late... Really late..  the words were forming in mind sometime during the last two weeks of 2019. I had amazing time on the banks of Ganges , valuating what I did right and evaluating what needs to be done. 2019 was one of those amazing years.. full of positive things and a rare heartbreak. Anyways I don't care much about heartbreaks.when you have a rich experience in that field called rejection and failure. Once you start seeing good in every situation, inner peace is attained. The year helped me to sign off a professional role with aplomb and start a new one with trepidation but with gusto. 2020 ... I know will be a landmark year which will define my next 10 years... Something similar to 2010. These tectonic shifts that happens with me are always phased in a pair. 99-2000, 2009-10, 2019-20 will also follow the same trend of.positivity... I am sure. 89-90.. that pair of years... My first brush with learning leadership. However 99-2000 made me strong ..It was literally tampered with fire..And now it seems so far. You can laugh off.
2020 comes with promise of learning new stuff more... More interesting customers problems to solve. All the while doing what I like. Solving problems and selling solutions.  But maybe I will pray more often for peace and good for all. Maybe I will not.only wish but see more.love going around. Because if you wish love and peace it has magical.way of coming back to you.

Saturday, November 30, 2019

Bring up Baba by Birsa-4

Why are you so serious faced , Baba?-- the most dreadful question that i face.
The usual Saturday-- the days when both of us spend most time together doing chores. He- doing-Homework, projects, tinkering with robots, electronics, computers, katta practice and simple fooling around. Me- trying to catch up on never ending stuffs- next week- customer presentation, juggling multiple issues- all the while, catching up on technical reading and also just following the set down instructions to keep the gentle brat on track.The days i treasure the most... sometimes full of work to the last minute, mostly more rigorous even than normal week days but very fulfilling. but yes-- then that question from Birsa. Why the serious face?

Mostly my answer will be- I am thinking. I am concentrating.
Immediately he will answer- Chill!! Baba- sob thik hoye jabe (Everything will soon be perfect!!). That makes me realise this 10 year old Gentleman is me in mirror. That same optimism that defines my entire life. Deep breath... 1,2,3...Just enjoy the time with him.

Amrita gets less saturday's off now because of increased workload. But Birsa never complains. He is just happy to do as per the plan set by mumma and as long as Baba does not get paranoid -- he is fine.I think he treasures these too.  May be one day when he reads these lines (in future)... he can tell me what was the real deal? Did I meet his standards?

The standards are always high.
Birsa says suddenly--
You only told baba- not to worry- just to do your work to perfection. so why you are worried. You are doing the work, na?

Yes Birsa... but I am not sure.
I am under pressure..
I have many things to do. Too much of target and not much of safety net.
I am worried.

Thats ok baba...
.. Baba i think you are serious because you are taking yourself seriously.

So????
Yes I need to be serious about that tech day prep. I need to reply customer's email and answer & assure.why the gateway did not come, why fae did not do the work on time. why the package was empty? why the documentation on github is not clear?
or why you suggested this part and no support now? all life and death type stuff.

Na it is never so.. baba. You take yourself very seriously.

That is below the belt hit... birsa.

Baba- while you do your work. you should just do the work. Others are not thinking about you. So why to be serious about them.

Bam!! That's true....

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isn't it-- that true- i was prepared but at 11th hour customer changed the schedule. they were not ready.
Don't i know even though i will complete my stuff but there will be delays, loss of face. because the chain will never be complete. someone will not quote on time, someone will not update. Then the usual stuff. everyone busy. but doing what?
Maybe- i just think too much about myself.
Maybe.. or why maybe.
it must be- why to take myself seriously. noone is bothered what i think or do or feel.

so???

let us make that sky king paper airplane...this time- we make the folds better...

Saturday, November 23, 2019

Never give up on- one sided love stories!!

"Sorry Sambit, you couldnot make it this time". The final words from the well dressed HR person had it's ring of finality. I was not surprised, but was sad. It was the dream technology company that i always wanted to work as an engineer. The criteria to sit in the mass recruiting exam itself was quite daunting. Somehow I could clear the written and the first interview.. but the 2nd itself was huge bummer. The academics track record that the company asked for- was not for me.You know that feeling... when that first sweet love you desired for and you attempt and then it remains like that. like that--- just in air. Tears welling out from internal somewhere. That turns and twists in heart. That forced brave face.. and you are out of that big hotel. 
Many had told me-- they are world's best Embedded company, making path breaking semiconductors. My dream... VLSI field. That year was phenomenal.. I could handle this rejection also--another one sided love affair. I wonder how a 23 year old could handle 3 one sided love affairs and its rejections.
Scratched it all 3- all off--one by one- attempted but failed.
But never gave up. Never ever gave up on the love affairs.
Kept it in view.. in sly..just like any other one sided love affairs,obstinately true to self, true to heart. When did i ever listened to cold reasoning of my head?
Next 5 years-- gave me 1 more opportunity-- this time for the position of MTS- wireless engineer. They were working on 3G. This time- the rejection was short and very quick. i think they asked me 4 questions- and it was disaster. By this time- the 8 rejections in SSB was distant memories. So love affair with flying was getting replaced quickly by flights to all over the places. Being in program of supporting india's 5th Gen Aircraft had its own merits. Could see atleast from very close quarters-- those lucky chaps who get to ride those beauties. Somehow to stick my name to Air data computer... so there remains a permanent mark of mine.. with that love affair atleast. 
Ten years after graduation...I was 2 years into handling the biz affairs for my dream company.Gave it all that i had... Grew it like anything. Still it was -- like a love affair - which was never consummated. I knew for sure- it never will. So made it my own. Doing so much hard work that --i could reach one day a celebration dinner. I was feted and recognized...but not as her own-- but of channel.. That's still ok. Ahh. in that dinner that HR person also was there. Just for the sake of it... went , shook hands, people introduced me. clinked my glass. 
Another 10 years passed by. Flying all over the world - and the Tejas program seeing production- and I could tell myself. Now i can give up.
But a 20 hours of flight.. full flight i just saw the flight path. the technicalities proved to me.. the love affair with flying will not die ever.
at 8 pm- i landed in Fort Worth...
"Good evening Brother.. where do you want me to take you, today?"
Deep sweat broke through me... Did that somalian origin American saw something in me?
Somehow handed him the hotel address in East George Bush highway.

Then mustered enough courage- and asked him. Will you please stop near a boulevard once i see it?
Sure bro... you are paying sir.... pat came the reply.

soon I could see the entrance. What majestic. The lien card gone. no more love possible. even from far apart. Got down.

Brother- what is it? no.. you should not take picture. It is company building.. They may suspect. it is chilled here brother. let's go??

yes let us go.
Finally I could come and see you my love. Maybe he saw the tears.. the driver. Brother you are a good man.. donot ever give up.

Yes... I never give up. Never gave up my love for flying, never ever give up loving her, analog company now...it is anyways a one sided love affair. Why should i give up loving? what for?

 

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Tuesday, October 01, 2019

Transit musings

Sitting alone at corner of the airport.Colombo airport. Transit time. 2 more hours before flight back to Bangalore. Then go home , get prepared and again reach airport.. Badsha going home. Those drumbeats in heart. Those thought process before you meet parents.. whom you love the world. It's crowded airport. But sure transit time alone is lonely. You can read, reread the whatsapp message from people who matter to you. Then you tend to think how much you matter to them. It's true..We should not introspect.. in hearts of hearts you kNow you matter nothing. This life is only to give. Never ask. You don't deserve love. The world needs to get the last drop out from you. Once this is figured out... I am at peace. Tired, lonely but peaceful. The hurt, rejections, the losses, the ein, the snide remarks... Nothing matters.  Once I know I matter to none. I become one of universe. When your life long it has been only giving without reciprocity.. it matters nothing.

Sleepless in Singapore

Thunderclaps faded but still the echo remains. Surprised to see heavy rains in Singapore during end September . Was not feeling like eating . The full day was in meetings, training sales and faes. That too not of my own team. But it takes me hardly 5 minutes to connect. Was doing it as first run after role change. Then the dinner with new boss. Andy has been a great champion for me. Hope I can meet and exceed the expectations of all. Right now I am sleepless... A plethora of emotions....Feeling chilled.. stopped the ac. Listened to quite Katong neighborhood. Sometimes silence of surrounding speak so many things. I need to listen.
So many hopes and misgivings. A sense of success along with trepidation. Failure is never an option. So let me work harder... It is 1am in Katong... I know when I will look back on this day..I can proudly tell myself.. I tried my best..Efforts were 100 percent plus. Time only will say if this sleepless soul will get peace someday...

Friday, August 16, 2019

Sales Wins

Every sales person has an arsenal of stories. The war stories. ones with real battle scars. Some hits and many ' near hits'. After nearly 20 exciting years in field- I thought of documenting some of mine. The list is not complete and like any true blue sales person- I am sure there will be more wins in next 20 years. And being positive I know they will be so BIG that i may forget the ones below..

ok enough bragging...

My first win was in Pune and was purely accidental. It was to BT and it was a visit with my colleagues and i just showed a fpga based card- they liked the demo and i had my first sales of rs10K. During that time- my role was mixed bag. Used to sell lots of training services and lab set up sales. I evolved into a good techno-commercial sales guy. I will find which college have funding and then pitch to entire hierarchy. It was not an easy sales and it taught me the basics. I also used to help our resellers sell more by doing technical demos and doing lot of 'pre-sales'. My first big sales was in BMS college, Bangalore ( Rs-2.5Lakhs)- and implementation was really tough. I failed many times before i could make things ok. My territory was first Pune , then Mumbai-- entire stretch of colleges. so it used to be fun. I used to put all the different evaluation boards ( FPGA/ CPLD boards), software CD, cable testers, telephone testers ( CDOT approved) and used to literally go door to door. Lots of cold calling. lots of research on web ( it was new that time). Cold calling over phone... gut crushing waits at reception and travel. Travel through bus, train and famous local trains of Mumbai. This was the story from 2000 to 2001. 2002-2003- i was having a great territory- Karnataka, Kerala, Goa and Tamilnadu and also Hyderabad to support Raghu. Goa was my favourite. I used to take rental bikes.. and there was this guy called Alvin .. who will ferry me from college to college. and also in Terna industrial area. so many customers. Slowly but surely I became a known face in all DRDO & ISRO labs and also in design houses.
Thanks to my mentor Rakesh Mehta sir- I learnt real sales. the classic-'jhola sales'. One day I plan to write a book on those techniques. It may have some value for some sales guys. I always want to tell to my next generation-- it does not matter if you are not lucky, if you are hard worker and strong willed- you can achieve anything and everything.
2003- my first 10Lack Rs order- my first major order from dRDO labs. then it was no looking back..2003 was seminal year for me as a sales guy. The FPGA market was growing, Educational institues were investing and I was working like there is no tomorrow. By the time I left Bitmapper/MTE-- teh results were astounding- Grew the biz value to Rs90 lakhs from rs 10lakhs-- in 2 years.
CG-Coreel- the territory was Hyderabad and it became sales of EDA tools. i learnt very fast, scaled up evry fast and basically enjoyed closing orders. This was the time i closed my first $200K USD order. The actual value was- $231K USD. that too to CMC/ Tata group. No. of orders closure in 2003-2005 was ( i kept a count)- 82 different orders from 26 different customers. Value wise it was nearly $2.5M. I must thank John sir, Raghu sir, Aravind, sujay for teaching me.
At periphery- there were mentors like Neeraj sir. Frankly-- I was scared of Viswa. he once dragged me by hand and showed how tardily i quoted to customer ( he listed 10+ points of defect).. ohh learnings...and learnings...Basics.. nowadays who has time to teach young sales people the basics.
Ramesh Babu was quite inspirational. I will rmember my biggest loss- Anurag- DFT tools loss to cadence. self and aravind was devasted after the loss- but he perked us up.
Changed over to Avnet. ohh and it was like dropping from fast flowing river to ocean. It too me nearly 6 months of confusion to learn semiconductors sales. Here i learnt from peers and seniors. Ravi, prasanna, youvraj...
First 100k order was BEL traffic light- osram led... what fun ti was. First 500k order- manpack radio.
First 1M$ order--- ITI.
Then i shifted to marketing. My sales work continued.
2008- Biggest order-$8M- Tablet
209- another $7.8M.hpl meter.
In between- it became single orders to recurring revenue orders, segment orders. I learnt and grew. started launching products.

some other day- the story- of  creating- low power RF business from scratch. The first RF meter testing in daman and mumbai.
the story to create a business from 0 to $5M.
The story of growing from another linecard from $8M to $38M...

Sales is beautiful game. It teaches more and takes a lot...
I am indebted to it-- so many pain to gloss over. And you forget the pain-- when you get the order.... that $15M fpga.. that $5M gprs modem.

Failures teach you-- you can always rise again. Now i must close- lest it sounds like rambling.

Saturday, July 13, 2019

Feedback

According to me- there are two major tools in our business world and both are highly underrated. First one is Feedback and second one is Forecasting. Forecasting business trends, numbers is both an art as well as deep science. there are realms of stuff written on it and it is my life long passion to study and study more about it. But today the note that i write is on the first tool- Feedback. Due to my DDI training and other exposures- I learnt early in my work career that Feedback is really a gift. It is very precious gift , if you can really know how to use it. Both giving it and receiving it requires finesse and enough maturity.
It is something to do with me- I remember most of the feedback. Many has stuck in mind like a solid rock.Most i liked during my amazing journey, some i just wished was not thrown at me. But i guess it is balanced to have it all and learn from them. I do believe that there is only positive feedback and feedback / opportunity to improve.  There can be no negative feedback atall.

Positive feedback during my early days were all regarding my personality- Teachers, parents, freinds used to tell me- how magnetic personality I have, from very early stage- i had this habit of showing dadagiri.. in everything i do. So I used to run for many offices in schools. House captains, perfect positions, school committee leaders, class monitors etc. Everytime it used to be very serious affair for me. must win types. Teachers used to tell me- my good reading habits, integrity and honesty. Generally a good boy reputation. These feedback helped me to put myself in an orbit- from where I never slipped up.. Thankfully .... (Though if allowed, i will do admit, there has been mistakes and oversights like any other normal person.. means even i cannot say i lived up 100% upto what those positive feedback entailed me to.

Opportunities to improve were always the same... it was so similar across board that i am drilled with them.. procrastination, and telling needless lies being 2 most cited.While early days of schooling till university this was general trends. Feedback became much more precise from my engineering days.
One i remember- one interact/rotary field volunteer days- i asked from a well known doctor of Nagpur -- a monogrammed hat-- just to protect self and team from hot sun. Being a good natured person- he offered all the goodies he had as a senior Rotary member. But i stood my ground and took only 6 caps. He was surprised... His feedback - ' bahut nek ho, aage jaoge'...stills erves the purpose- when i am in doubt.
During my struggling days- there were numerous mentors who helped me to come out of abyss. Reading books helped. listening to seniors, my parents- positivity helped me sail through.
There was this feedback- when i was punishing myself with increased work load just to forget my pain.. sometime at end of last century..'men like you need not break over trifle matters- break the barriers.. you are built to break the ceiling.. my son' . Thank you sir....You made me strong.
Later when i learnt STAR method of feedback and i still enjoy teaching this method of feedback to my team- i remember one thing. a warm word and warm hug goes a long way to make men stronger and get them give their best to their leader.
Finishing off with an anecdote-
It was 18th oct'19 and i was stuck in trivandrum keys hotel. due to a local strike. The housekeeping guy ahd helped me throughout to do some meeting and served me very well.It was my festival time but work and some otehr commitment kept me going.The person came and requested that can he count on me to give him feedback. i wrote a long positive feedback. He read it slowly and then came back with a small paper- which i have preserved. It is the way he wanted em to give the same feedback. The algorithm approach deserves a doctoral thesis on human emotions and mind.If youa re not able to decipher the image above- it is very simple- he wanted me to Google--> then go to trip advisor--> search for keys hotel--> write same good stuff--> then add his name and department.

For such small but significant events of my life.. I am in so much love with this beautiful life.